in touch

Dec. 9th, 2007 12:50 pm
spankerella: (spanking santa)
Spoke to [ profile] tthjinni. She's all right. She's been having some personal and family issues and has been out of town for a bit. She's all right though. No worries. I have also set Jay Rabbit up with better contact info, so the next time there's an issue with TtH, I'm not having to play go-between. Not that I minded. It would just be faster and more efficient the other way.

I just realized that I'm not miserable any longer. Didn't even know I had been so upset. It just kind of dawned on me last night while I was hanging out with the gang and I was wishing there was another with our party. It was in the middle of this whole thing about ice bears taking craps on people's couches after wer saw Golden Compass. Which was all right. I didn't LOVE it, but I didn't hate it either. I'm not sure how I feel about it.
spankerella: (spn snow)
Happy hols. Things are finally calming down in my life enough so that I can talk. Several emails I have gotten over the last two weeks have made me realize I am not talking enough.

the goods (and bads) )
spankerella: (eternalkiss)
Weird mood today.

life... in general )
spankerella: (river)
My mother doesn't feel good. My brother is here and he's being whiny about the poison ivy. Puppy Draco wants to play - I have already let him out and played several times. No more. I am trying to scene. The phone keeps ringing. I am being pulled in several directions today. It's not good, and I feel like I might have a psychotic fit.
spankerella: (bitch please)
Mammasis and the Fam, thank you for the flowers. They're GORGEOUS! Hugs to everyone at [ profile] tsorriana.

bitch bitch bitch )

Well, F***

Sep. 18th, 2007 04:57 pm
spankerella: (river)
Without going into too much detail, I found something out today that I *KNOW* without a doubt I should take action about, but with everything going on currently in my personal life, I don't know if I can. I hate this feeling. But I need to learn that you can't fix everything, but GOD, do I usually try. Because I'd rather deal with THIS than my mother or my brother. I hate that it's happening, but this I know what to do about. I just don't know if I have anything left over after what I have been going through at home in the last month to do anything about it.

I dunno. I'm just angry that I have been so wrapped up in the goings on at home with my Mom's latest bought with cancer and my brother being out of jail, that I didn't realize. And I hate that too. I feel like I should have seen it without having it pointed out to me.


Don't you hate waking up and realizing things aren't where they should be? And you're like... "When did this happen? How did I miss it?" among other things that I won't be saying just now. *SIGH* I hate when areas of my life get away from me.
spankerella: (eoldman)
Just because I have not commented on the tragedy at Virginia Tech doesn't mean I am unaware of it, nor does it mean I do not care. Most of what could be said about it has been said. I don't feel the need to echo everyone else. I think most of you know what I would say anyhow. The world is an ugly place sometimes, and no one needs me reminding them of that.

Now go do something that makes you happy and be thankful for your life and the people and things you have in it. That's an order. *wink*


Mar. 5th, 2007 05:05 pm
spankerella: (texas messed)
Lots of things.

I was almost in a car accident last night. I almost got hit by an airborn car. It was wild. Poor kid rolled the thing too. I've never skidded to a stop and got out of my car so fast. It was sort of surreal. Kid was 18. Fell asleep at the wheel. He was all right when I left him with the paramedics, but it was crazy. And apparently, I don't suck in a crisis. I got him out of the car. I had him sit down. I called 911. I checked his head for wounds with the light from my cell because he said he had a headache. Then I just talked to him until the ambulance showed. Nice kid. He cried though. Said his parents were gonna be so mad at him. I told him that yes, they'd probably be mad, but they'd get over it because he was alive still, and he could have been hurt badly. Especially considring the state his car was in after. Could have been much worse.

So this person I knew that I haven't see in a long while contacted me through my myspace. He's being kinda flirty too. Gave me his phone number and told me to call so we can catch up. Which is fine. The trouble is... HE'S ADORABLE! He was adorable way back when, but he like grew into his body and has this adorable facial hair that works well for him. Grr! This can't be happening to me yet again. No more crushes. No. Well, it's not actually to that point, but if this guy is half of what I recall him being like, I'm in deep doo.

I read the Ravyn Dark-hunter book. SPOILER ALERT )


Feb. 14th, 2007 04:55 pm
spankerella: (e cherries)
Not dead or anything. Happy Valentine's Day, bitches!

my sweet fluffy Valentine's image for your holiday enjoyment )

I've been kinda emo about this whole diabetes and blood disorder thing. Didn't figure anyone would like to read me whine about that, so no posting. I haven't written ANYTHING since right before I went to the hospital. That's the most disturbing thing for me. I have PLENTY to work on. Nothing. No sparks. No inspiration. No muse. Damn. Two weeks (I think) and no words. I haven't gone this long without writing SOMETHING in well over five years. It's a little scary.

[ profile] tthjinni, [ profile] star1sar, and [ profile] orion777, please check the user info for your LJ. *wicked grin* I got you guyses something.

In other news, puppy Draco is a little turd. Me bitching )

the suck

Feb. 5th, 2007 11:51 pm
spankerella: (f*ck)
This is the suck! Total suck! Total!

lots of bitching, many swears )
spankerella: (draco wts by potterpuffs)
So... more tests. I am ever so tired of giving my blood, and I'm sorry, but I'm absolute CRAP at peeing in those bitty cups they give you for a urine sample. It could be an infection. It could be I'm making excess cortizone. It could be an iron deficiency. It could be lukemia. I'm personally NOT hoping for the last one. They still don't know why I am having pain. I went to a new doctor today. He took me off the glucophage for now. And thank goodness because that crap upset my tummy and my already wonky digestive system. This just sucks balls. I mean, if you were wondering if it sucked balls, yes, it does, in fact, suck balls. I have to take a pill at midnight for yet another test I have to take tomorrow morning. I really hope it doesn't involve drawing more blood, but I have a funny feeling it will. Dammit. If I have to miss work, can't I miss it for fun reasons?


Jan. 31st, 2007 03:15 pm
spankerella: (unwell)
So I had a fun hospital adventure yesterday.

hospital )

In puppy news, Draco took a crap on my mom. I love my dog.


Jan. 18th, 2007 09:01 pm
spankerella: (bitch)
Odd day.

I didn't watch Supernatural tonight because I have been pondering. Something happened today that I never dreamed would happen, and I have been thinking about what to do about it. I would have called someone to talk about it, but you guys were either watching Supernatural or not answering your phones. It's sort of surreal, and I'm shocked. I'll sleep on it because until today I did not realize how much it might mean to me to have this "impossible" thing happen.

And I know that doesn't make sense. I just needed to "talk".

And anyone who had previously been banned from commenting in my journal has now been unbanned. It's been one of THOSE days. The whole world is full of never giving up on some things. I'm wary, but hopeful, you know?
spankerella: (eoldman)
Hope everyone had a good holiday. holiday melancholia )
spankerella: (ariel shadow)
Ever heard that saying "She'd be late to her own funeral"? Well, she was. We got to the grave side before the body did. My aunt was late to her own funeral. The hearse got lost. It was sort of fitting. She was always late. To everything. Also this was the first funeral I have ever been to where the bagpipes were played. It was nice.

DAMN! :)

Nov. 21st, 2006 03:30 pm
spankerella: (pony)
Editing volunteers, thank you, but... I AM NOT FINISHED WRITING THE STORY YET.

Cool your jets, you wonderful lovely folks. I will get it to you when I am finished. I'm close, but it'll probably be sometime this weekend before I have completed it. I still have to work and make my dishes for Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday. I'm at 20,000 words. It'll likely be about 25,000-30,000 words, so not quite there yet. Please stop asking me to send it to you tonight so you can have it back to me tomorrow. *grin* Not done. You're making me feel rushed. LOL. I will be working on it tonight though, as I have been the last two nights.

And I don't need anymore editing volunteers, thanks. I didn't realize how many emails I'd get, and to the lovely troll who offered to read it, so you could (ADMITTEDLY) tell me how "godawful" it was... I have an ass you can kiss. Go drink some ball sweat. Thank you, good day.

In other news, royalty check was deposited to the bank today. Yes.
spankerella: (e cherries)
Several, several things today.

First, let me welcome [ profile] mama_terra's new baby Angela Rose into the world as of Monday. Congrats!

Second. big hugs to [ profile] satyrnfive and bigger hugs to [ profile] tthjinni. You guys are both gonna be all right. You know this. It just might take time. Until then, you both know where to find me.

Even more, come on in, have a looksee... )

ranty ranty

Nov. 9th, 2006 07:24 pm
spankerella: (wtf)
You know how some things just catch you on the wrong day? Yeah.

courtesy cut... pottymouth ahoy )


Nov. 7th, 2006 10:31 pm
spankerella: (logan streaker)

Typing is becoming increasingly difficult. Want to see how Texas governor's race turns out. Took cough syrup though. Wonky. Keyboard looks funny. Sentences not complete. Brain confused. Sleepy. Feel slightly better though. Hot bath nice. Aches mostly gone. Must go to bed before falling asleep at computer.

Logan took his shirt off earlier. Am I the only one who thinks his belly is ripe for blowing raspberries on? Just me? That's what I thought. I love naked Logan.


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