immonit

Feb. 14th, 2007 04:55 pm
spankerella: (e cherries)
Not dead or anything. Happy Valentine's Day, bitches!

my sweet fluffy Valentine's image for your holiday enjoyment )

I've been kinda emo about this whole diabetes and blood disorder thing. Didn't figure anyone would like to read me whine about that, so no posting. I haven't written ANYTHING since right before I went to the hospital. That's the most disturbing thing for me. I have PLENTY to work on. Nothing. No sparks. No inspiration. No muse. Damn. Two weeks (I think) and no words. I haven't gone this long without writing SOMETHING in well over five years. It's a little scary.

[livejournal.com profile] tthjinni, [livejournal.com profile] star1sar, and [livejournal.com profile] orion777, please check the user info for your LJ. *wicked grin* I got you guyses something.

In other news, puppy Draco is a little turd. Me bitching )

the suck

Feb. 5th, 2007 11:51 pm
spankerella: (f*ck)
This is the suck! Total suck! Total!

lots of bitching, many swears )

where-plots

Jan. 3rd, 2007 05:56 pm
spankerella: (mock by snarkel)
I was just going to point to [livejournal.com profile] slythhearted's LJ, but it's a locked post, so she said...

"Best quote so far from the LKH thread at Fandom Wank comes from 'ebbrowning' on the introduction of non traditional were creatures into the Anita verse:
Were-swans and were mermaids?
What about the where-plots?"

Check out the wank in person:
http://www.journalfen.net/community/fandom_wank/1041659.html

eta: I must thank the wonderous [livejournal.com profile] empressvesica for steering me to this post of [livejournal.com profile] booster17's which deals with this subject a bit. Check it out:
http://booster17.livejournal.com/285739.html

ranty ranty

Nov. 9th, 2006 07:24 pm
spankerella: (wtf)
You know how some things just catch you on the wrong day? Yeah.

courtesy cut... pottymouth ahoy )
spankerella: (pms)
stupid f-ing DO NO READ!!! )

blah

Aug. 29th, 2006 05:07 pm
spankerella: (wank kitten)
Mom's in a rehab hospital right now. I won't even go into how shitty my weekend was. Remember when I was bitching about how I didn't think I could do this anymore? Yeah, I didn't know how good I had it then. I'm falling apart now. It's gonna be a spectacular show, ladies and gents. Spectacular. I'm not getting enough food or sleep, and there's little I can do about that. I feel so cut off from the world. It's like my life consists of hospital stuff. Medicines and nutritional charts and physical therapy and insurance and social workers. I am very slowly being driven crazy, and there's nothing for it. I can't change the pattern right now.

I have done more desperate and hopeless weeping in the last two weeks than I have done in the last year. I hate this, and it's breaking me. It's been over three weeks since I have been able to write anything, and I'm going crazy. I could cut out sleep, but I don't think that'd be beneficial at this point. I already look pretty bad from not getting enough sleep. I have also developed the personality of a wet cloth just from being hit with too much in too short a time. People say I am holding up well, but I know different. It's Jerry Maguire just got fired flip out dance time. I'm stealing the fish and Dorothy Boyd and heading for the hills.

Oh that I could just run away for a little bit.

Just so we're clear, I am not expecting anyone to do anything about this. There's nothing to do. I just have to keep on. Can I survive or will this do me in? We'll see.
spankerella: (draco wts by potterpuffs)
There was a little blurb about this in the LJ of someone on my flist. I won't say who just in case they don't want any more drama about it tied to them, but I really think HP fans, especially D/G fans, especially D/G fans that have read a certain work by a very popular HP writer, should read this. It's wacky and wanky, to be sure, but ever-so enlightening.

WtF? Cassie Claire was a plagiarizer? Say it ain't so, Serpico!

Maybe the D/G fans shouldn't have bragged so hard about the lack of wank in our corner of the fandom. When I read stuff like this, I always wonder where the hell I'VE been in the fandom to miss it, you know? You decide what you believe. I'm not finished reading yet, so...

eta: It was pointed out to me the CC is more of a H/D shipper in her writing, so the D/G fans can start bragging again about the minimum of craziness and wank. LOL. I would like to say I have never read the Draco stories in question here because I have been told I'd hate the sh*t out of them by several people.

eta2: Still reading. We've been busy at work today, so I've actually had to mostly work and not surf the net or read today. I just have to ask, is it just me or does this make you want to read Pamela Dean's Secret Country Series? Or whatever it's called. There seems to be some confusion there. Anyhow, carrying on now.

eta3: Finished. With 20 minutes of actual work day left. Woo hoo! My brain hurts though.

DRACO/GINNY:
Our ship is crazy so our shippers don't have to be


I think I'll work on some fic tonight. *snicker*
spankerella: (pms)
Me b*tching... what else is new, ay? )

And to top all of this off, I have cramps.

eta: semi-appropriate meme )
spankerella: (unwell)
I would just like everyone to know that I am pathetic.

Skip if you don't care to see me pity myself )
spankerella: (wtf)
Whatever ridiculous moron that started the "Karen is dead" rumor needs to be spanked with a splinter-y board. Karen ([livejournal.com profile] msgordo) is NOT dead. Stupid idiots. Not all of us can be online 24/7. Goddess forbid Karen have a life that needs attending to far more than her fanfic needs attending to. Ignorant ass clowns.

*for those who have no clue what or who I am talking about, Karen is the writer behind the Freakazoid High series and the co-author of "The Savior" among other things.

Whew. That ranted, I hope everyne had a good weekend. I did.
spankerella: (wank for pedro)
... )
spankerella: (eoldman)
I don't feel very good today. I plan on trying to finish my other movie-fic-a-thon fic, but I dunno. It's been a pretty bad day here. Didn't really feel like getting out of bed. Can't seem to stop crying. Won't bore anyone with the details (thanks, Raye). I just feel a little miserable. It happens. Can't be happy all the time, but certain factors in my life are making it worse today. And I really hate when I am so obviously losing it yet none of the people in my day to day seem to notice or care. I am tired of bucking up and just taking it, just maintaing happy so no one else's feathers get ruffled. The sh*t that's going on here is happening to me too. Maybe I don't want to be the damn glue all the time. I need a vacation from my life.

Thank the goddess [livejournal.com profile] houses7177 has posted some good fic today. I so needed a good read. Please check out her new fic Yesterday's Sunrise. It looks to be absolutely brilliant. Its BtVS/AB featuring Dawn. I think the basis for the plot is brilliant. It's been done, but not quite like this. She's a very clever writer.

stupid

Mar. 14th, 2005 12:06 am
spankerella: (wank for pedro)
Why do I let stupid inane BS bother me? Oh... because I am an overly sensitive moron who always forgets she has enough approval. I don't need any more. Why do I think I need the approval of people who are NEVER gonna approve of me? Because I'm an insecure dumbass, that's why. Just felt the need to point that out. Thanks.

Good grief! There are some things I just *NEVER* learn about.

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spankerella: (wank kitten)
Is it wrong that this whole wank thing is really starting to amuse me? Am I having too much fun with this?

http://www.livejournal.com/community/echosunshine/2099.html

eta: The ComStar website thing has been resolved. Jenn is satified with the outcome. I am satisfied because she is and because it has been taken care in a polite and more than appropriate manner. No need to minionize, folks. You know we only bust out and 'monkey' around for special Cara-licious occasions. For more info, see Jenn's LJ post...

http://www.livejournal.com/users/jesca1976/3188.html

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spankerella: (napoleon gosh)
http://www.livejournal.com/users/corruptedjasper/60023.html

Just curious... can anyone tell me how something can be FANDOM wank, if it's my original work? Or am I seriously misunderstanding what the word fandom implies? "In Shadowside" is my original novel. It's not some bit of fanfiction. I created that world from scratch. Wouldn't you be upset if you had created something and someone else was listed as doing so? Even if it was only in an attempt to do (steal) something else?

Damn, if I bother people that much, no one's making them read here. Sh*t. It's not like I'm propping eyelids open with toothpicks and strapping people to their computer chairs so I can force the words of my livejournal into their brains. You seriously DO NOT have to read my livejournal if you don't wanna. For real. I can tell ya for damn sure I don't go reading at the LJs of folks who tick me off. If I annoy you so bad, defriend me. Don't click on the link. Resist the urge to fall victim to my wanking! I only have friended the LJs I read. That's why I rarely lock posts. I'm not going to be upset if you remove me from your flist because you think I'm a whining bitch. Perhaps at times I am. I have never claimed perfection. I can deal with it. The question is... if YOU can't deal with it, why do you try?

eta: CHALLENGE! Goddess, I have offically be accused of the wank. This tremendous occasion calls for an icon. The person who provides me with the 'wank' icon I like best gets a fic consisting of at least 5000 words with the pairing or lead character of their choice... provided it's something I *CAN* write. Anyhow... if you're the winner, we'll hash it out over emails. Be creative. Be ironic. And "Resist the urge to fall victim to my wanking!" is an excellent quote if you need a starting point.

So... ready... set... show me the wank!

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[livejournal.com profile] coco_oned

Feb. 13th, 2005 06:37 pm
spankerella: (finger)
Mail sent.

Dear thiever, I hope you get a serious itch in a place you can't reach... )

See? I can be nice. I didn't swear once.

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