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spankerella) wrote2007-11-06 07:26 pm
spankerella) wrote2007-11-06 07:26 pm
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I'm upset and I'm going to take ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
jo_anne_storm's husband's advice about NOT thinking about this for a couple of days. This will be vague, but that's because I need to vent and don't want anyone to really really know what I am talking about. Though some of you will figure it out.
I feel like I have been put smack in the middle of something that I am not equipt to deal with. Some of you that have known me for years know how level-headed I tend to NOT be at times. I am not emotionally stable. I can admit that. I have issues. I have recently been put in a mediator sort of position. Yeah. I know. ME. The chick who used to LIKE ripping twitty reviewers new assholes. All I know is if the person in question had talked to me the way they did the person they talked to... old Echo would have been in full effect. I have a temper, and sometimes things flick my switch. That conversation would have. The swears would have come out. As it was, they were out anyhow when I read the transcript of the conversation. I am trying to be diplomatic, but all the stress this person has caused to me and mine is in my mind. It's hard for me to be objective... which is why I usually do not take on the role of mediator.
I'm going to watch the last two episodes of SPN because I haven't REALLY watched them, and I'm taking an online break this weekend. Perhaps scene a bit since the person I was waiting for just got online.
jo_anne_storm's husband's advice about NOT thinking about this for a couple of days. This will be vague, but that's because I need to vent and don't want anyone to really really know what I am talking about. Though some of you will figure it out.I feel like I have been put smack in the middle of something that I am not equipt to deal with. Some of you that have known me for years know how level-headed I tend to NOT be at times. I am not emotionally stable. I can admit that. I have issues. I have recently been put in a mediator sort of position. Yeah. I know. ME. The chick who used to LIKE ripping twitty reviewers new assholes. All I know is if the person in question had talked to me the way they did the person they talked to... old Echo would have been in full effect. I have a temper, and sometimes things flick my switch. That conversation would have. The swears would have come out. As it was, they were out anyhow when I read the transcript of the conversation. I am trying to be diplomatic, but all the stress this person has caused to me and mine is in my mind. It's hard for me to be objective... which is why I usually do not take on the role of mediator.
I'm going to watch the last two episodes of SPN because I haven't REALLY watched them, and I'm taking an online break this weekend. Perhaps scene a bit since the person I was waiting for just got online.