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[spankerella]

I'm upset and I'm going to take jo_anne_storm's husband's advice about NOT thinking about this for a couple of days. This will be vague, but that's because I need to vent and don't want anyone to really really know what I am talking about. Though some of you will figure it out.

I feel like I have been put smack in the middle of something that I am not equipt to deal with. Some of you that have known me for years know how level-headed I tend to NOT be at times. I am not emotionally stable. I can admit that. I have issues. I have recently been put in a mediator sort of position. Yeah. I know. ME. The chick who used to LIKE ripping twitty reviewers new assholes. All I know is if the person in question had talked to me the way they did the person they talked to... old Echo would have been in full effect. I have a temper, and sometimes things flick my switch. That conversation would have. The swears would have come out. As it was, they were out anyhow when I read the transcript of the conversation. I am trying to be diplomatic, but all the stress this person has caused to me and mine is in my mind. It's hard for me to be objective... which is why I usually do not take on the role of mediator.

I'm going to watch the last two episodes of SPN because I haven't REALLY watched them, and I'm taking an online break this weekend. Perhaps scene a bit since the person I was waiting for just got online.

Comments

[jandjsalmon.livejournal.com]

I am always amazed that there are two Echo's... maybe I've just never done anything to piss you off enough... THANK HEAVENS! ;)


*huggles you tightly*

I may take a break this weekend too... it makes me sick saying that... but yeah... good advice. GO Dev! ;)

very random dream

[trekkiesara.livejournal.com]

I know this is very random, but I had a dream the other night that you wrote Harry Potter book 7 and there was a very controversial deleted scene in which Voldemort cast a spell so that people thought Wormtail was him and were trying to kill him instead. Not super exciting, but very strange. And I thought I'd share.

[jo_anne_storm]

Taking a break really does seem like the best idea. Even if it's only a break from this one subject. We can all calm down and regroup. Don't I have a smart hubby?

[thepadre.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Hope it gets better.

[brendanm720.livejournal.com]

If it's what I think it is [directs you to Vicky's journal] then I'm surprised that you haven't gone ape on them yet.

The chick who used to LIKE ripping twitty reviewers new assholes.

Used to? When did THAT change? I so liked reading those... [pouts]

[madannekidd.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I don't know what's going on, but I hope it ends well. I hope the break helps you deal.

[elle-blessing.livejournal.com]

I actually do know what's going on (as Brendan said, re: Vicky's journal)... Just wanted to say *HUGS* and that I totally do understand how .... anger-inducing something like this is. I've been put in a mediator role a lot... both in real life and in RPG... take the time away, breathe, be professional. Staying calm, on paper at least, will give you the upper hand til the end of time, and really, that feels danm good and "neener neener neener" inside. Have the vinidcated happy dance inside, but don't let it crack your game face.

I wish ya'll the best of luck with figuring this out the best for everyone. It's a tough job to be in charge, yeah?

*HUGS* ♥