puppy

[spankerella]

Bad night. Bad bad night.

I must be hormonal or something. I've kinda been put through the wringer tonight, and then to top it off, like a fool or some sort of glutton for punishment, I go to the Chihuahua rescue site. I want a Chihuahua. I have for a long time. I love cats. i am a cat person, but there's just something about a Chihuahua that appeals to me. A little dog I can carry in one hand. Tiny. Something I can buy one of those tacky bags and carry it around in. But I always gets so sad looking at the rescue site, and it's worse tonight because I saw one I *REALLY* wanted. He's all copper-colored and cute. Big brown eyes. And I just broke down and cried about it because I can't afford to adopt him right now. Poor Luke, I hope they find you a good home soon.

I miss my cat and I want to go on vacation from my family. A want a dog to sit in my lap while I type. Considering how little of a lap I seem to have these days, I think a Chihuahua would be perfect. Can't afford one yet. So I'm sad. And fairly pathetic right now.

Because I'm crying about a dog that I can't afford.

If I had a puppy, I'd name him Draco and teach him to bite ankles.

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Comments

[articulatedream.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

it'll be okay, hon. If you need to just talk to somebody(and yeah I know, its random)

message me(aim,yim,msn)are all darkchildejen

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the offer, but best I go to sleep as I have to work tomorrow.

[bookfanatic]

I hope you're able to get your Chihuahua soon. From my experience they are born knowing how to bite ankles, but they are just so cute it's hard to care.

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

I know. I want an evil biting pet. Something's wrong with me. I have issues.

[kiramarie.livejournal.com]

*hugs* It's hard to want something like a pet, and yet not afford it. If you lived closer to Ohio, I would hook you up w/my uncle. He always seems to have chihuahua pups available. *sigh* Well, I hope that soon you can adopt a little Draco. I really do. *hugs*

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

It would not even be an issue if some going-to-hell bastard had not poisoned my cat a few months ago.

[kiramarie.livejournal.com]

Oh my. I did not know that. I remember saying your cat was missing, but to be poisoned? They reserve a special place in hell for people like that. I'm so sorry.

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't actually have proof, but when myself and the neighbors find three out of five missing cats poisoned, I'm fairly certain that's what happened to him. Some sick individual thought there were too many cats in our neighborhood.

[kiramarie.livejournal.com]

Ugh. That is so wrong. It's not up to the individual to do pet control. Especially in that way. *shudder* I love cats, and that just makes me so mad and upset. I hope that someday they can find who does it and send them to jail.

[tthjinni.livejournal.com]

I wish I had the money right now to help you buy it, because I so completely would. :( *hugs*

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

Thanks. The last thing I need right now is something else to take care of though. I am just feeling sorry for myself because my leg hurts like a bitch and my mother had me running all over last night when all I wanted to do was sit at my computer and write.

[tsorriana.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie. I wish we were closer. :hugs: things will get better. Draco huh?

Mammasis

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

I'm just feeeling sorry for myself. I'll get over it. Of course Draco. And if it were a girl I'd name her Serenity.

[tsorriana.livejournal.com]

which we are all allowed to do from time to time. See now I want to see a little white dog named draco.

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

They also had a little rescue Chi up whose name was Echo. He was white.

[seadreamer.livejournal.com]

How much is the adoption fee? And could you afford him after you had him, if not for the fee?

Just go with me on this one. ^_~

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

The adoption fee is at least $200, but that's not the thing really. I can't afford it at all right now. I still have a hospital bill to pay off. I have other bills to get lower. Also, the Chihuahua rescue has to visit you and make sure you're "right". I kinda don't have time for any of it just yet. Maybe in a few months. I'm just feeeling lonely in my own house. My cat used to help with that, but I no longer have a cat.

[seadreamer.livejournal.com]

Wow, ouch on that fee!! To be honest, if it had been what pet adoption fees are here locally, I was going to hook you up. I'm a HUGE believer in adopting shelter/rescue pets. The local fee is $75 and that includes spay / neuter. I'd had a small, unexpected influx of cash and I thought it would be fun thing to do. Sorry honey! I wish I could have helped you out. ;_; I know how important having that companionship can be. My pup has literally saved my life, many times.

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

About the last thing I need right now is a dog. I just want one. I don't like that people don't want these dogs anymore and stuff like that, you know?

[nsahdmdto.livejournal.com]

I feel your pain. I adore the little ankle biters, not that we can afford one, so we tend to go the mutt route. I have had 2 chihuahua mixes. We had the first one (Chihuahua/Pomeranian) for 11 years until she got sick . . . it took almost seven more years to talk my father into another. My baby now is a Chihuahua/Shih Tzu mix named . . . Spike (courtesy of my mother -- my vote was for William the Bloody).