puppy

[spankerella]

Bad night. Bad bad night.

I must be hormonal or something. I've kinda been put through the wringer tonight, and then to top it off, like a fool or some sort of glutton for punishment, I go to the Chihuahua rescue site. I want a Chihuahua. I have for a long time. I love cats. i am a cat person, but there's just something about a Chihuahua that appeals to me. A little dog I can carry in one hand. Tiny. Something I can buy one of those tacky bags and carry it around in. But I always gets so sad looking at the rescue site, and it's worse tonight because I saw one I *REALLY* wanted. He's all copper-colored and cute. Big brown eyes. And I just broke down and cried about it because I can't afford to adopt him right now. Poor Luke, I hope they find you a good home soon.

I miss my cat and I want to go on vacation from my family. A want a dog to sit in my lap while I type. Considering how little of a lap I seem to have these days, I think a Chihuahua would be perfect. Can't afford one yet. So I'm sad. And fairly pathetic right now.

Because I'm crying about a dog that I can't afford.

If I had a puppy, I'd name him Draco and teach him to bite ankles.

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Comments

[seadreamer.livejournal.com]

How much is the adoption fee? And could you afford him after you had him, if not for the fee?

Just go with me on this one. ^_~

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

The adoption fee is at least $200, but that's not the thing really. I can't afford it at all right now. I still have a hospital bill to pay off. I have other bills to get lower. Also, the Chihuahua rescue has to visit you and make sure you're "right". I kinda don't have time for any of it just yet. Maybe in a few months. I'm just feeeling lonely in my own house. My cat used to help with that, but I no longer have a cat.

[seadreamer.livejournal.com]

Wow, ouch on that fee!! To be honest, if it had been what pet adoption fees are here locally, I was going to hook you up. I'm a HUGE believer in adopting shelter/rescue pets. The local fee is $75 and that includes spay / neuter. I'd had a small, unexpected influx of cash and I thought it would be fun thing to do. Sorry honey! I wish I could have helped you out. ;_; I know how important having that companionship can be. My pup has literally saved my life, many times.

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

About the last thing I need right now is a dog. I just want one. I don't like that people don't want these dogs anymore and stuff like that, you know?