Apr. 20th, 2006

spankerella: (evilthoughts)
I have a bit of a dilemma. I really don't want to go to my almost former job tonight. It will be awful. I'll have to do the work of two people and likely no one will help me. I am considering walking out today. It's a crap job, and I'll likely never go back, but I don't quite have my new job yet. Also, I would really like to go to [livejournal.com profile] orion777's birthday dinner tonight. I am feeling a lot of pressure from my friends to walk out and go to dinner, but what if I don't get the new job? I'm 99.99% sure I do have it, but... see? Dilemma. In the past, I would have just walked. I've always been the free as a bird type. Rash, brash, and ready to clash. It's just... egads... I'm an adult now. I have bills.

And I just might do it anyway. It's stupid and crazy and not at all responsible. And I think maybe I want to prove I'm still who I have always been. It's foolish. I've done it before, walked out that is, and I have paid the price in the past. But I want to be that girl again. Not the paying part. I want to be grinning while I hand over keys and swipe cards and uniform shirt and say... "You can tacky up prom on your own because I quit."

And if anyone can tell me what that quote is from, I'll give you a little prize.

The below was sent to me by [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni.
crazy? )

Snagged from [livejournal.com profile] empressvesica.
I think *MAYBE* I read too much )

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