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Am wretched. Have actually made myself a bit ill from crying and not sleeping and not eating. Looks currently reflect this too. Am scary.

Mother has bone cancer in hip. Starts radiation treatment on Monday.

Checked animal shelter and hung up flyers... still no dog. Am supposed to go to Star Wars museum exhibit this weekend for friend's birthday. Do not even feel like getting out of bed right now. In fact, soon as this is posted - getting back in. Yes, took a personal day from work. Can not deal today. Have been overwhelmed with bad. Complete meltdown eminant.