dammit

[spankerella]

You ever suspect someone's keeping something from you on purpose or deliberatly coloring a situation differently because they suspect you'll have a big old freak about the truth of it? Because it's sort of a crazy thing that they once told you they'd NEVER do? I'm experiencing that RIGHT NOW, and I really don't know what to do about it. Because now all these wild ideas about recent behavior are connecting in my head. I'm pretty sure I'm jumping to conclusions, but how can I not? This one bit of information makes it all click. It all makes such sense now... because of one little thing.

And if it's true? If I'm right? DAMN YOU ALL THE WAY TO SOME SORT OF HELL PLACE FOR IT.

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Comments

[houses7177.livejournal.com]

If you're really curious, you could ask. Hmm, you could phrase it this way:

"You'll probably get a kick out of this, but I have the craziest idea. [insert suspicion here] I wonder what made me come up with that, would't it be strange if it were true?"

[spankerella.livejournal.com]

What an excellent idea. Thank you. I knew if I waited long enough someone would provide me with a much "cooler heads prevailed" solution. My first thought was to get on the phone and screech "What the F is this sh*t?!" I curbed that inclination.

It's not a matter of curiousity though. I mean, it is, but it's more if this is true, it's going to REALLY affect my life too. Like a lot.