vacation, all I ever wanted

I don't feel very good today. I plan on trying to finish my other movie-fic-a-thon fic, but I dunno. It's been a pretty bad day here. Didn't really feel like getting out of bed. Can't seem to stop crying. Won't bore anyone with the details (thanks, Raye). I just feel a little miserable. It happens. Can't be happy all the time, but certain factors in my life are making it worse today. And I really hate when I am so obviously losing it yet none of the people in my day to day seem to notice or care. I am tired of bucking up and just taking it, just maintaing happy so no one else's feathers get ruffled. The sh*t that's going on here is happening to me too. Maybe I don't want to be the damn glue all the time. I need a vacation from my life.

Thank the goddess houses7177 has posted some good fic today. I so needed a good read. Please check out her new fic Yesterday's Sunrise. It looks to be absolutely brilliant. Its BtVS/AB featuring Dawn. I think the basis for the plot is brilliant. It's been done, but not quite like this. She's a very clever writer.