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spankerellaThis is the suck! Total suck! Total!
I heard from the doctor today. More tests! Total suck! They suspect I have some sort of blood disorder that's mucking up my spleen. It has also caused a slight abnormality in my liver. Also, I actually have diabetes. No more borderline for this girl. No more half-assed. Full-blown diabetic. The suck! Total suck! And my mother keeps trying to cheer me up. So not in the mood for that. I can't have sugar, which I LOVE, and they're still not rightly sure why my spleen's all wonky and now I have a slightly-gimp liver? And I get to have more blood tests? Also, the meds I am on? I can't drink alcohol. FUCK! Dude. Seriously. I am pissed.
This is the suck. The total fucking suck.
And then some stupid fuck is bitching because it's been a year since I updated Snake Charming? Duh! I know. It's my fic, dumbass, but thank you oh so much for pointing that out in suck a "nice" way. Ass clown. Dude, PISS OFF. Seriously. I so can not deal with this cuntish bullshit on top of everything else right now. 2006 totally sucked ass for me, and 2007 has hit the gate a'running in the suck department. I love fanfic, but sometimes fanfic readers just piss me off. Like screeching at me in all caps in gonna motivate me. I mean honestly, does that really motivate anyone who's not in the armed forces at boot camp? And they actually created a whole account today just to leave that review. I mean, I'm sorta flattered, but that was time a'wasted that *I* certainly would not have wasted, but hey, everybody's got to have a hobby, right? I'm glad trolling me provides some pleasure for some. Or something. Whatever. Fuck it. What a stupid tool. Take up knitting or decoupage or stamp collecting. Or read something else. There's plenty of fic out there. A lot of it's even really great. There's no way you've read it all. Go discover that next big thing, butt pipe. Leave me to wallow in my bitchy sugar-free suckage.
So not a fan of my own life right now.
I heard from the doctor today. More tests! Total suck! They suspect I have some sort of blood disorder that's mucking up my spleen. It has also caused a slight abnormality in my liver. Also, I actually have diabetes. No more borderline for this girl. No more half-assed. Full-blown diabetic. The suck! Total suck! And my mother keeps trying to cheer me up. So not in the mood for that. I can't have sugar, which I LOVE, and they're still not rightly sure why my spleen's all wonky and now I have a slightly-gimp liver? And I get to have more blood tests? Also, the meds I am on? I can't drink alcohol. FUCK! Dude. Seriously. I am pissed.
This is the suck. The total fucking suck.
And then some stupid fuck is bitching because it's been a year since I updated Snake Charming? Duh! I know. It's my fic, dumbass, but thank you oh so much for pointing that out in suck a "nice" way. Ass clown. Dude, PISS OFF. Seriously. I so can not deal with this cuntish bullshit on top of everything else right now. 2006 totally sucked ass for me, and 2007 has hit the gate a'running in the suck department. I love fanfic, but sometimes fanfic readers just piss me off. Like screeching at me in all caps in gonna motivate me. I mean honestly, does that really motivate anyone who's not in the armed forces at boot camp? And they actually created a whole account today just to leave that review. I mean, I'm sorta flattered, but that was time a'wasted that *I* certainly would not have wasted, but hey, everybody's got to have a hobby, right? I'm glad trolling me provides some pleasure for some. Or something. Whatever. Fuck it. What a stupid tool. Take up knitting or decoupage or stamp collecting. Or read something else. There's plenty of fic out there. A lot of it's even really great. There's no way you've read it all. Go discover that next big thing, butt pipe. Leave me to wallow in my bitchy sugar-free suckage.
So not a fan of my own life right now.
