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[spankerella]

I've just been crying so hard I have made myself sick.

It's no one's "fault" apparently, but somehow my dog got out today and is nowhere to be found. In case no one had noticed, I was very attached to the dog. He slept in the bed with me. I seriously can't stop crying. I hate the whole fucking world and my place in it. I'm so tired of being dealt the raw end of the deal. So tired. I have to do everything, and one of my few joys has been taken from me. An evil part of me thinks it happened on purpose because certain people let it be known that they did not care for my dog.

And anyone who says to me he's just a dog can kiss my fucking ass.

Draco was the one person in this house that didn't give me shit about how I did things. He was always happy to see me. No matter what sort of a bitch I acted like. I don't think I can say that about any other being I know.

I hate myself and I hate my life. I have never been so unhappy. If anything else happens... I just don't know what. I don't.

Comments

[devildoll.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey, that's so awful. I would be distraught. *huge hugs*

[brendanm720.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Here's hoping he turns up soon!

[falling-shadow.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetheart, I'm sorry. Anyone who says that he's "just a dog" has obviously never had a dog that they cared about. I'm sure you can find him- good luck with your search!

[gianfared.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. :( Our dog ran away because she got scared from idiots letting off fireworks. Three days later she showed up covered in mud and hungry, but she showed up. My fingers, toes and everything else are crossed that Draco will return to you too. *hugs*

[geminilove-ca.livejournal.com]

Oh man, I can definitely empathize. I hope Draco comes home quickly and safely to his mommy!

[jessicakmalfoy.livejournal.com]

i'm so sorry, i hope you find your dog soon. i totally understand about how attached you are to him. my mom had a dog she loved much more than all of us kids (said the dog gave her no grief).

*huggles*

[kira-snugz.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie. i'm praying for you. if you have time you could whip up some quick flyers and pop them round the neighborhood. hopefully someone has found him and is looking for you.

[kiramarie.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I hope that he comes back or that someone finds him and returns him. *hugs*

[norwegianne.livejournal.com]

Not ever having had a dog, I don't know how you feel, but I can imagine. Here's to hoping he'll show up.

[thepadre.livejournal.com]

*Many Hugs*

When a beloved pet goes missing, it's just so devastating. I hope he comes home soon.

[empressvesica.livejournal.com]

Oh no!! I'll be keeping my fingers crossed and prayers said that he finds his way home soon!

[trinastar.livejournal.com]

acknowledging what some of the others have said. It's never just an animal once you've come to love and care for it. I honestly don't know what I would do if I lost my baby cat... or even the other two cats.

My prayers are with you.

[seadreamer.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry! I hope he finds his way home, and quickly. I understand how you feel. If anything happened to my furry daughter I'd come completely unglued.

[dotty8608.livejournal.com]

*prays for DracoPuppy's swift return*

[azulkan2.livejournal.com]

I really hope you find your pup. I don't know what I'd do if one of mine disappeared. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[jandjsalmon.livejournal.com]

Oh NO, Liz! I'm not even a pet person and yet I feel terrible. Poor little Draco! And just a wee while ago you posted pictures of him... *huggles you tightly* I'll be thinking of you.