Tear my heart open...

[spankerella]

... I sew myself shut.

My mother doesn't just have breast cancer. She has lung cancer and bone cancer in her left leg. The (yeah right) upside... it's isolated, so it's treatable. I can't wrap my mind around any of this just now. If you have mailed me in the last few days, I am not being bitchy and ignore-y. I've just been dealing with a little more than I can handle. You know that feeling where you really just want to have a good old freak-out cry fest and break down? Yeah. I am just about there.

Thank you to those of you on my yahoo group who've been fielding questions. I really appreciate that.

Comments

[archerstar.livejournal.com]

Oh my. I am so sorry. This would be too much for anyone to handle. I wish I could be there to help you through this but I guess all I can give is my best wishes that everything works out. I truly do hope that both she and you will be okay.

[lizey.livejournal.com]

What she said, ahoy, except in addition to the 'too much for anyone to handle' - too much than anyone should ever have to handle, but you and your mother are strong, you can fight this, and all such things. Lots of love.