Tear my heart open...
Jan. 12th, 2005 10:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
... I sew myself shut.
My mother doesn't just have breast cancer. She has lung cancer and bone cancer in her left leg. The (yeah right) upside... it's isolated, so it's treatable. I can't wrap my mind around any of this just now. If you have mailed me in the last few days, I am not being bitchy and ignore-y. I've just been dealing with a little more than I can handle. You know that feeling where you really just want to have a good old freak-out cry fest and break down? Yeah. I am just about there.
Thank you to those of you on my yahoo group who've been fielding questions. I really appreciate that.
My mother doesn't just have breast cancer. She has lung cancer and bone cancer in her left leg. The (yeah right) upside... it's isolated, so it's treatable. I can't wrap my mind around any of this just now. If you have mailed me in the last few days, I am not being bitchy and ignore-y. I've just been dealing with a little more than I can handle. You know that feeling where you really just want to have a good old freak-out cry fest and break down? Yeah. I am just about there.
Thank you to those of you on my yahoo group who've been fielding questions. I really appreciate that.
Hugs and hope
Date: 2005-01-13 11:22 am (UTC)But you say it’s isolated, that’s good, if it was any different it would be a lot worse. She has a pretty good chance of making a full recovery still.
Since I’m going to the church with my grandma tomorrow, I’ll pray for your mother and you.
And you should take sometime off for yourself, have a good cry maybe of few good cries and take some time to put things in a row.
Lots of love,
-xxx-
Jojo