Tear my heart open...
Jan. 12th, 2005 10:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spankerella... I sew myself shut.
My mother doesn't just have breast cancer. She has lung cancer and bone cancer in her left leg. The (yeah right) upside... it's isolated, so it's treatable. I can't wrap my mind around any of this just now. If you have mailed me in the last few days, I am not being bitchy and ignore-y. I've just been dealing with a little more than I can handle. You know that feeling where you really just want to have a good old freak-out cry fest and break down? Yeah. I am just about there.
Thank you to those of you on my yahoo group who've been fielding questions. I really appreciate that.
My mother doesn't just have breast cancer. She has lung cancer and bone cancer in her left leg. The (yeah right) upside... it's isolated, so it's treatable. I can't wrap my mind around any of this just now. If you have mailed me in the last few days, I am not being bitchy and ignore-y. I've just been dealing with a little more than I can handle. You know that feeling where you really just want to have a good old freak-out cry fest and break down? Yeah. I am just about there.
Thank you to those of you on my yahoo group who've been fielding questions. I really appreciate that.
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Date: 2005-01-13 01:12 pm (UTC)Know I'm thinking of you, and remember: whatever, and I really do mean WHATever, I can do...I'm just a hop, skip, and click away.
I heard this today and hopefully it'll help, even if just a teeny tiny bit.
"Love isn't a decision. You can't decide to just "love" someone. Love is an emotion...a characteristic...a passion. That's love. Passion."
You, m'dear, have passion. Whatever happens, good or bad, we're all right there along with you.