spankerella: (f*ck)
Not dead. Just hit a rough patch. Feeling antisocial and quite tired of everything. Might have something to do with the cold I seemed to have picked up last weekend that I can't quite shake. I need to write but my F-ing head hurts like a SOB. There are several characters talking REAL F-ing load to me right now, but I feel too shredded to do anything much about it.

Eh, meme. Snagged from [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni.

What kind of God are you?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You earthly time was spent "Laying" with the sons and/or daughters of men for hours... and days... and weeks...
Your throne is A great mountain wreathed in silver cloud, attended by angelic beings of light, arced with lightning and bathed in glory
You wear The inky cloak of the universe
Your Godly superpower is Rivers of white-hot magma flowing from your eyes, slowly and mercilessly agonizing those who stand in your way and your fallen playthings. Forever.
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the suck

Feb. 5th, 2007 11:51 pm
spankerella: (f*ck)
This is the suck! Total suck! Total!

lots of bitching, many swears )
spankerella: (draco wts by potterpuffs)
So... more tests. I am ever so tired of giving my blood, and I'm sorry, but I'm absolute CRAP at peeing in those bitty cups they give you for a urine sample. It could be an infection. It could be I'm making excess cortizone. It could be an iron deficiency. It could be lukemia. I'm personally NOT hoping for the last one. They still don't know why I am having pain. I went to a new doctor today. He took me off the glucophage for now. And thank goodness because that crap upset my tummy and my already wonky digestive system. This just sucks balls. I mean, if you were wondering if it sucked balls, yes, it does, in fact, suck balls. I have to take a pill at midnight for yet another test I have to take tomorrow morning. I really hope it doesn't involve drawing more blood, but I have a funny feeling it will. Dammit. If I have to miss work, can't I miss it for fun reasons?

ouch

Jan. 31st, 2007 03:15 pm
spankerella: (unwell)
So I had a fun hospital adventure yesterday.

hospital )

In puppy news, Draco took a crap on my mom. I love my dog.

blearg

Nov. 7th, 2006 10:31 pm
spankerella: (logan streaker)
Wonky.

Typing is becoming increasingly difficult. Want to see how Texas governor's race turns out. Took cough syrup though. Wonky. Keyboard looks funny. Sentences not complete. Brain confused. Sleepy. Feel slightly better though. Hot bath nice. Aches mostly gone. Must go to bed before falling asleep at computer.

Logan took his shirt off earlier. Am I the only one who thinks his belly is ripe for blowing raspberries on? Just me? That's what I thought. I love naked Logan.

G'night.

dammit

Nov. 7th, 2006 03:59 pm
spankerella: (special hell by mortari)
I am getting sick. Again. This is what happens when you get as little sleep as I have been getting, eat as little as I have been eating, and do as much as much as I have been doing. It's not serious yet. My nose is a bit snotty. My throat hurts a little, and I feel tired. This sucks balls! I can not be sick right now. Can't. CAN NOT. I just want to go home and take a nap. I have to go vote first. And I don't get off until six. SUCK! I just feel miserable.

puke-y

Oct. 24th, 2006 12:43 pm
spankerella: (unwell)
Was sick yesterday. Still feel kinda gurgly. I'll bet I threw up or dry heaved more than ten times. Several of them were at work. I spent more time in the bathroom than at my station. So I went home. I mostly slept. I feel kinda odd today because of that. And I'm all achy because of throwing up so many times.

more snot

Sep. 14th, 2006 04:09 pm
spankerella: (unwell)
I want to die.

Well, not seriously. I just feel so bad. Awful. I'm hacking up everything but the kitchen sink. I actually went to the doctor. That's how bad I am. I don't go to the doctor. Those of you that know me know how serious this is. I do not go to the doctor if I think I can take care of it myself. Well... I'm running 101 in the fever department and I have a respiratory infection. Good times, good times. I get to miss work until Monday. I'm infectuous. Great. Just what I needed. Oh well. Maybe I'll spend tomorrow viewing season 2 of VM or something.

On the plus side, the cough syrup I got perscribed makes me feel a little drunk. Woo hoo! So drunk, in fact, that I called [livejournal.com profile] star1sar and left gorrilla noises on her voicemail.

snot

Sep. 13th, 2006 05:23 pm
spankerella: (unwell)
Sick. Really fricken sick. Sore throat. Snot. Aches. Cough. Sick. Sucks. EVERYTHING pisses me off right now. That's how sick I am. I can't stand anything. I skipped work today. I knew I could not handle it. I have slept the majority of the day. Afterwhile, there will be soup. Onion soup, I think. Have I mentioned how much I hate being sick? Specifically if there is any sort of mucus or snot involved. I couldn't sleept last night because my F-ing nose kept running. I was all achy and could not find a comfortable position. I finally passed out due to sheer exhastion. And you know what sucks? I knew I could not get up and buy cold medicine that I needed because they don't sell that stuff over the counter anymore here. I knew I'd have to wait until morning. You have to get one of those cards and take it to the pharmacy. Stupid people using cold medicine to cook up meth and other shit. If you have ever used cold medicine for purposes other than intended... I officially hate you today.
spankerella: (Sirius punk)
First off, flist, if I have missed anything of importance in the last few days, please let me know. I have been... away and then sick.

Secondly, if anyone would like to help mod [livejournal.com profile] tthdrabbles, please reply to this post or mail me at echo_liz(at)hotmail(dot)com. I will not be making this decision alone. [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni will be deciding with me. I'm just really bogged down right now, and have been for a while. I'm trying to make a writing deadline, and it's kicking my butt. I don't want to concentrate on ANYTHING else. I've kinda been getting flack for not posting new challenges, and I'd like to be flack-free, thanks.

eta: Third, if people don't back up off of me and give me some space, I am going to snap. I am always more irritable when I have been sick. I have too much to do these days. I have been getting grief at home, at work, and online. I feel very smothered. There are not enough hours in my day. Usually I am pretty together about certain things, but right now I am not. It's going to be a spectacular breakdown, ladies and gents.

blah

Jun. 12th, 2006 10:48 am
spankerella: (unwell)
I've vomited about 5 times since three this morning. I had to call into work today. This sucks. If I can sit up long enough, I would like to write.

eta: Today is [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni's birthday. Go wish her a good one since I'm bailing on dinner tonight because of the vom.

better

Mar. 24th, 2006 12:43 pm
spankerella: (evil genius)
Please buy my book.

Feeling a bit better today. Will be attending work tonight, tomorrow, and bowling with high school friends on Saturday night. I am a crappy bowler. This should be humorous. Will NOT be staying out late or drinking anything stronger than Dr. Pepper on Saturday because I have to work on Sunday morning. Monday there will be serious job hunting as I really do think I am done this time. In between there, somewhere somehow, I will write some as I plan to be finished with my 50,000 words for Carpe Noctem by May 1.

Now I am off to hunt up some lunch.

still sick

Mar. 23rd, 2006 04:47 pm
spankerella: (smacka)
Called into work tonight. I still feel sickly. The coughing is way bad right now. Thank the Goddess for Dave. He said he'd take up the slack for me tonight. Bad things are going down up at the job. It is time to move on. I feel rotten, and I know I could not put up with that tonight. I am taking a bath. I am eating some soup. Then I am going to bed.

I will think about the fact that it is way past time for me to find a new job tomorrow.
spankerella: (unwell)
OMG so sick.

Sore throat, runny nose, fever, headache, body aches. Am not going anywhere until this passes. But I did have an uber long talk on the phone with Aimee last night. She cracks me up. There was lots of coughing because she got me to laughting too hard. She just sees things as I see things, but there's a definite sarcastic edge in her descriptions of things. Like with me. It soothes me. LOL.

I was going into work tonight, but that is so out. I just feel too miserable, and I don't want to get anyone else sick. It's all about the hot tea, soup, and my PJs today.
spankerella: (boobies)
Have called in to work. Walking too much of a pain. Just a quick shout. [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni, will call you after I have eaten dinner.

[livejournal.com profile] buenabuena, I got your Holiday care package today. Thank you. The card was the best.
spankerella: (f*ck)
*is high*

I had to take a painkiller. It's been a bad night. There's a cyst on my leg. I tried to lance it myself. Oooo, bad idea. I don't think it was quite ready. I think I aggravated it more. It hurts when I walk. So I took a painkiller. I horde them, you see. For bad nights. Like tonight. I have a lot of accidents and issues. I also have a very high threshold for pain. Physical, not emotional. When I get prescribed painkillers, I try not to take them unless I'm REALLY in pain, so when things like tonight happen, I have something to take. Maybe not the smartest plan ever, but I don't have insurance, and I can afford to go to the doc every time I have a problem i might be able to take care of myself.

I really need a real job. You know, one with medical.

Thyme ([livejournal.com profile] pinkpunk713), got your card today. Thnx. I could read your writing just fine. Mine's worse. Ask my nieces and nephew.

There's this party thing-y on the 30th with a bunch of people I haven't seen since graduation. Not only that, but a lot of them I went to elementary school with too. Known some of them since K. I think I'm going. It'll be crazy. They won't expect me. Now if I can only convince [livejournal.com profile] jleary007 to go. Don't be so antisocial, Jase. It'll be fun. If anything just the looks on folks' faces when *I* walk in the door will be great. I think you and I going would appropriately frighten everyone. LOL.

Just so we're clear... I will be ever-so happy when the Hols are OVER. This year has been the most stressful ever, and I'm including the Hols when my parents split up. If anyone I know ever decides to get married anywhere near the 25th again, I'm going to have to eat their head. With some fava beans and a nice chanti. *fsp fsp fsp fsp* Wish me luck at the Semi-evil Wedding of Holiday Doom!

And I think I need to go pass out now. Cheers.
spankerella: (floral bonnet by fyrie)
So I lasted all of two hours at work today before I had to come home. I'm getting really tired of vomiting every time I try to eat something. I could never be bulimic. It irritates me too much. I look BAD right now too. I'm sallow and I have dark circles under my eyes. I could be crazy, but I think my clothes are even a little bit more loose. That's probably my head though.

eta: [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni, THANK YOU.
spankerella: (eat me)
You know how I said I was pathetic? Screw that. I am hardcore. Still sick. Went to work anyhow. Carried the roll-y trashcan with me when I was threading the projectors. Vomitted in it when needed. Jell-O looks funny when it comes back up.

So enough of that me being sick crap. I've decided I'm not finishing NaNo this year. I don't think I need to. Not really. NaNo is about training yourself to write on a sort of schedule and improve your word count. I don't think I need that. I think I'd rather write something good than something quick. I think I am going to get serious about rewriting Rough Spirits and submit it to ComStar. I've been half-assed about the rewrites. There's even some things about Empire of Dirt that I already want to fix. I want to finish Jealous Face and The Distance to You. I want to put out the next parts of Snake Charming and Trick of the Light.

But most importantly, I want to take my time and not feel rushed.

sick

Nov. 11th, 2005 12:28 pm
spankerella: (special hell by mortari)
So sick. Body aches. Weak as a newborn. There has been vomit. I better not have the flu. [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni, I am so sorry you're sick too. Try taking a hot bath. It warmed my hands and feet up pretty good earlier. There is an upside to this... my brother, who I don't think I mentioned has been bonded out, has to do all the house chores today.

I was going to write today, but laying around seems better. I just wanted to check in and let everybody know I'm kinda sorta ok. Thanks for all the well-wishes, guys. Reading my email and comments this afternoon made me feel better.
spankerella: (unwell)
Uh.

I ran errands today. Now I feel sorta tired and barfy. Yes, barfy. My tummy's all upset for some reason. I am about to lie down and drink some Gatorade. I hope I feel better by the time Supernatural comes on tonight. I finally think I know what i'm wearing to the NIN concert.

[livejournal.com profile] goddessvicky, I mailed your birthday gift today. Yay.

Crew, someone has a livejournal now... [livejournal.com profile] orion777. If you guyses look at the birthdate, you'll know who it is. I can't believe it. I think she only got one so she could leave comments in mine. LOL. B, other people you should friend besides me... [livejournal.com profile] guyblackcat, [livejournal.com profile] isabella_darko, [livejournal.com profile] txrangermark, [livejournal.com profile] untdrew, and [livejournal.com profile] tthjinni.

I will try to finish the last part of "Jealous Face" either later tonight or tomorrow, depends on this tummy situation of mine.

Going to lie down now.

eta: ARG! Someone pimped a HP RPG on [livejournal.com profile] tthdrabbles without writing a drabble to go with their pimping post. I'm giving them until tomorrow to fix the situation, or I'll be deleting the post. And OMGess! Someone ELSE pimped the same RPG on my writing community. That post ate it already. Buh-bye.

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